Yesterday was the big day. Grace was so excited all day and almost as nervous. The nerves really kicked in about 10 minutes before the recital began and my heart just broke for her as she sat next to me with tears running down her face, the whole time trying to act like she was fine. She was so precious.
We prayed with her in the car on the way there and I prayed with her while we sat waiting...but, in the end, I just had to pray FOR her. This was something she needed to do even though it was so hard for her and, in her own words, "I was shaking so bad I didn't think I could move". When she was done and had sat back down I could feel her heart pounding and she was just as close to tears as she was right before she went up...but, this time they were tears of relief and she was all smiles again!
Tonight I learned exactly what recitals are for...especially for the younger kids. They really have nothing to do with showcasing their "vast talent" as there really is none at that point.:)
It's all about teaching the kids to overcome their fears and learn to share the gift God has given them with others. It's a valuable lesson and I am so glad that Grace is learning it now and that, through tears, she still persevered and didn't give up!
We celebrated her recital with Grace's favorite dessert...brownies and cookie dough ice cream. Let's face it, after sitting through over an hour of watching a bunch of kids play piano and flute pieces...everyone deserved some ice cream!:)
Way to go, Gracie Girl! We can't wait to see all the ways in which God will use your hard work of learning to play the piano to continue to glorify Him and spread the Gospel to those around you!
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You know Kristen that is why I try to have children pray out loud in Children's church every Sunday morning. I know way too many adults who are nervous about praying out loud in front of others. They get just as nervous as Grace did, before playing the piano.
Thanks for "pushing" her into this...because I also know how hard it was for you to watch her tense up and be scared. There is always the thought of whether we as parents should put our children through such "torture" or knowing if this really is the best for them. I remember being extremely upset with my parents for making me preform in recitals...but look at me now! :)
That really is good for kids to learn to do things in front of people. When she is older she will feel comfortable playing for church or other groups.
Missed you! :-)
ps. Kristin, does this mean we get brownies and ice cream for listening to the recital too? ;)