Thursday, April 30, 2015

Ordered and Secured

King David.

He was a guy who knew all about trials, suffering, pain, uncertainty, and fear. He had many different roles throughout his life: shepherd, warrior, aid to the king, fugitive, madman, rebel, faithful friend, protector, defender, sinner, murderer, king, to name a few.  There is much we can learn from David's life...both what to do and what not to do. His life is well worth studying because anyone who is known as a "man after God's own heart" is worth learning from!

At the end of 2 Samuel you'll find David's "Song of Thanksgiving" and his last words. It's beautiful and there is much to learn about our great God and how to praise Him. Near the end of his final words, David says something that had me pausing to ponder which led my heart to praising the Lord.

"Is it not true that my house is with God? For He has established an everlasting covenant with me, ordered and secured in every detail. Will He not bring about my whole salvation and my every desire?"      2 Samuel 23:5

David reminded me that this world is not my home, merely a layover on the way to Glory. Yes, there may be trials, uncertainty, and suffering in this layover...but my "ticket" has been bought with the blood of Christ and my final destination, my whole salvation, is secure.

"Yet I am always with You; You hold my right hand. You will guide me with Your counsel, and afterwards You will take me up to glory. Whom do I have in heaven but You? And I desire nothing on earth but You. My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever."   Psalm 73:23-26

Not only is my final destination secure but every moment, every detail of my life, has been ordered and secured. Yes, there may be trials, uncertainty, and suffering but there is no room for fear, manipulation, impatience, ungodly anger, or worry. I am "encircled" by the Lord and His hand is upon me (Psalm 139). Not only is His hand upon me, He is holding ON to me!

"Do not fear, for I am with you; do not be afraid, for I am your God. I will strengthen you; I will help you; I will hold on to you with My righteous right hand."  Isaiah 41:10

What hope, what joy, what peace there is when we not only KNOW these truths, but WALK in these truths...when they impact they way we think, talk, and act!

Oh, that the pathway from my head to my heart would be clear of any doubting and sin that so easily entangles....that it would be a pathway that brings a steady stream of God's truth to the soil of my heart...and that it would bear the sweet fruit of obedience and righteousness!

Tuesday, April 21, 2015

This is the day that the Lord has made!

"Now may the God of peace, who brought up from the dead our Lord Jesus - the great Shepherd of the sheep - with the blood of the everlasting covenant, equip you with all that is good to do His will, working in us what is pleasing in His sight, through Jesus Christ, to whom be glory forever and ever. Amen."          Hebrews 13:20-21

What God calls us to, He equips us for. His strength is made perfect in weakness and His grace is sufficient for each moment.

I was reminded of this very truth on Sunday seconds after causing an accident (my first) that totaled our mini-van and, most likely, the other car involved. After the initial moments of shock wore off, and it was clear everyone involved was okay....the words "This is the day" flooded my mind, bringing peace to my soul, giving me sweet courage for the moments to come, and a thankful heart for the mercies and grace of our Lord!

God had equipped my heart with words that I had just shared with our dear church ladies the morning before. The words came from a verse and a blog post:

"This is the day that the Lord has made. We will rejoice and be glad in it."  Psalm 118:24

Michael Kelley shared his thoughts on this verse in his post entitled "This. Is. The. Day.":

"Regardless of what this day holds, it is the day that the Lord has made. He is not some cosmic clockmaker who set the universe in motion and then stood apart, watching it tick away. He’s still in the business of making days, and He’s made this one for me. Although I know very little of the potential ups or downs or highs or lows that this day holds, it is nevertheless the one made by the Lord. Because it is made by the Lord, I know that along with making it He has also given me the resources I need for it. I have the grace I need. The patience I require. The perseverance necessary. The discipline to do and work. Along with this day He’s made He has also given me His limitless supply which I take hold of by faith."

There is much more to his post...and it's worth reading! 

I am so thankful for God's provision, protection, purposes, and the precious truth that each day is given to us by the Lord to accomplish the desires of His heart and to transform me into the image of His Son, Jesus Christ. Therefore, I can rejoice...even when it is not the day I had planned for or hoped for!

Monday, April 13, 2015

Uncomfortable Grace

In our small group, we are reading "What Did You Expect?" by Paul Tripp. In Chapter 13 he shared something that is worth repeating...and worth thinking about long after I put down the book. He is applying this specifically to marriage...but the applications are far reaching, in my opinion. Paul says:

"I really do think that there are moments in our marriages when we are crying out for grace, not recognizing that we are getting it. We are not getting the grace of relief or the grace of release, because that is not the grace that we really need. No, what we are getting is something we desperately need, the uncomfortable grace of personal growth and change. With the love of a Father, your Lord is prying open your hands so that you will let go of things that have come to rule your heart but will never satisfy you. With the insight of a seasoned teacher, He is driving you to question your own wisdom so that you will find your understanding and rest in His. With the skill of the world's best counselor, God is showing you the delusions of your control so that you will take comfort in His rule. With the gentleness of a faithful friend He is facing you toward your inadequacies of your own righteousness so that you find your hope in His."

Uncomfortable grace.

Oh Lord, help me to see through Your eyes. Help me to behold and worship You in each situation that You bring my way! Forgive me for desiring comfort and ease more than I desire to be holy, to be like You! Help me to rejoice in Your grace...even Your uncomfortable grace!

"Therefore, since we have been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ. Through Him we have also obtained access by faith into this grace in which we stand, and we rejoice in hope of the glory of God. More than that, we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not put us to shame, because God's love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us."  Romans 5:1-5

Monday, April 6, 2015

Let Down Your Nets

"When (Jesus) had finished speaking, He said to Simon, "Put out into deep water and let down your nets for a catch." "Master," Simon replied, "we've worked hard all night long and caught nothing! But at Your word, I'll let down the nets."  Luke 5:4-5

Do you ever feel like Peter? I do. Feeling as though I have tried everything or have looked at all the angles or just plain feel tired and want to give up...and, through God's Word, Jesus calls me to "let down your nets". He says "my grace is sufficient and my power is perfected in weakness". He says to "store up treasures in Heaven and not worry about tomorrow". He calls me to "fix my eyes on what is unseen" and "walk by faith and not by sight".

And what a joy it is when I answer as Peter did that day on the shore: "But at Your Word, I'll let down the nets". For Peter, the results were pretty immediate. "When they did this, they caught a great number of fish, and their nets began to tear. So they signaled to their partners in the other boat to come and help them; they came and filled both boats so full that they began to sink." vss. 6-7

God's answers in my life might not always be so immediate but they are always right on time...not my time, but God's time! "Yes, I have spoken; so I will also bring it about. I have planned it; I will also do it." (Isaiah 46:11b) Philippians 2:13 reminds me that "it is God who is working in you, enabling you both to will and to act for His good purpose." I don't have to worry, fret, manipulate, strategize, or come up with a better plan. I can rest in God's perfect plan knowing that He will accomplish it for my good and for His glory. And I know, first-hand, what it looks like to be quiet in my spirit and watch the Lord work! AMAZINGLY GLORIOUS!

"Oh, the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and the knowledge of God! How unsearchable His judgements and untraceable His ways! ...For from Him and through Him and to Him are all things. To Him be the glory forever. Amen." Romans 11:33,36

When Peter beheld Jesus at work, there was only one thing he could do. Luke 5:8 says that "he fell at Jesus' knees and said, "Go away from me, because I'm a sinful man, Lord!" He saw Jesus for who He was and Peter saw the sinfulness of his own heart and in that moment, he was humbled. 

I love what Kimberly Wagner has to say about humility in her book Fierce Women: "In reality, humility has little to do with how I see myself but has everything to do with how I see God. Humility is the true response to a proper view of God. Humility opens the door for God's presence to be at home in our hearts (Isaiah 57:15) and His grace to move in to the situation at hand (James 4:6; I Peter 5:5). Jesus compared this condition to that of a little child. It's the recognition that we are helpless; completely dependent on Him. Humility doesn't grasp for, or demand control, but it gladly surrenders to the Master's control. When we maintain a steady gaze on God, childlike humility permeates our thoughts, attitudes, and actions."

So, here is what I am learning (and relearning!) in a nutshell: WALK obediently, even when you can't see more than the next step in front of you. WAIT on the Lord, confident in the reality that He will accomplish all His purposes for your life. WATCH Him work and WONDER at His majesty in such a way that you are humbled by His awesomeness and find your thoughts, attitudes, and actions changed more and more into His likeness! 

Wanna let down your nets with me?